So hating and sick of the word cute now!!!

Recently our lab research assistant (RA) has been opening up alot to us and are more approachable.. However it has reach to a extend that I cant stand the sound of the word cute anymore.. For everyday, without fail I will sure hear the word CUTE in the lab whenever RA and TLK are in the lab.The word come out from RA all the time, that to the extend that I wonder why she keep saying that.. a weird feeling and my instinct is telling me something. Some times Tlk is cute but rest of the time WC and me felt that she is unique, not cute. However the RA still call her cute when TLK did unique things.
Next, as WC has finished her honours so she is rarely in the lab and the lab only left RA, TLK and me. Last week, the lab is very quiet when 3 of us are in the lab. Firstly RA said she had sore throat, adding on no one is in mood of joke.. I also notice that RA and TLK is chatting on msn. Well can understand at the time, RA no mood to talk due to sore throat so chat online..
Ever since then, both of them chat on msn, I can hear the busy tapping of keyboard keys rhythm, it will be like hearing sound travel from left earphone to right earphone and then back to left earphone as Tlk is at my left and RA is at my right.. I sense something is wrong but I cant confirm it yet.. have to wait and see..

try to change

I am trying to maintain my weight or even better if I can lose more weight.. I feel so heavy now.. Today in the lab, over discussion of BMI, found out 2 of the labmates who are taller than me, one having height of 158cm and that of other is 162cm, the 158cm mate weights 53Kg and the 162cm mate weights 57kg. Me? Having height of 152.5cm and weight 58Kg, I felt so fat and heavy beside them.. haa.. shall take good care of my diet..and try to exercise more if i can.. Hope I can complete the 10km marathon next month.. did not go for trainning for past month due to the treatment for my tendonitis..

Secondly I am going to do something abt my bad habit, I try not show it to ny friends by my side if I can. Try to control and let only me, myself n I see my bad habit.

Lately turning quieter, some time don't even feel like opening my mouth. Just wan to listen to music and watch movies to pass my time. By right, I should be reading, analysing and planning for my project. The next assessment, literature review, is coming up soon. stress...have a feeling that the caveman moment is coming up too, don't know how long it will last this time.