waiting like a idiot

waiting waiting waiting like a idiot
cancel movie trip @920 cos thought can chat with u
keep expecting and got disappointed every time...
so hurt in the heart tat it wet my eyes
so pain in the heart tat make my mind scream
want 2 share with some1 but never felt so lonely like a empty shell

I am losing....

other update to you
you update to others
do u know mine? do I know yours?