pathetic

isn't it pathetic to feel ur presence undesired...
especially when ur suggestion got rejected..
just one word.. pathetic...
all time low..

.....

i know the updates abt u via others..
it's always new to me..
u said u told me but i never heard of it..
u said u told someone and I am not the one..
u can talk to others abt many stuff
but turn quiet in my presence or dun wan to tell me stuff..
I even sense ur resentment and impatient during our chat
eventually I shut my mouth..no mood to talk..

in the end I dun even know u r emo..and wat u emo abt..
I don deserve to know and a chance to console?