Roy Orbison - in the real world

In dreams we do so many things
We set aside the rules we know
And fly the world so high
In great and shining rings

If only we could always live in dreams
If only we could make of life
What, in dreams, it seems

But in the real world
We must say our goodbyes
No matter if the love will live
It will never die

In the real world
There are things that we cant change
And endings come to us
In ways that we cant rearrange

I love you, and you love me
But sometimes we must let it be
In the real world
In the real world

When we were dreaming heart to heart
I wish that we had stayed right there
For when the dreamers do awake
The dreams do disappear

nature & silence

see how nature - trees, flowers, glass - grow in silence;
see the stars, the moon and the sun, how they move in silence...
we need silence to be able to touch souls
-Mother Teresa-

not knowing when the dawn will come,
I open every door
-Emily Dickinson-

you remain silent and it speaks,
you speak and it is silent
-Hsuan-chaio-

each night, when I go to sleep, I die
and the next morning, when I wake up, I am reborn
-Mahatma Gandhi-

interesting verses in a arty farty seneric movie titled eve, a movie that feature many nice natural habitats that are going to be extinct if man don't cherish it..

it's irony that this movie was classified under erotica catetory due to nude scenes.. heee.. It is also amazing that the director Neil st clair manage to produce this movie.. wonder how he got the approval from the board of directors and censorship...

Time to gain back my confidence..

Ever since viva, whenever the demoralising memory keep repeating in my head, I feel very negative and tears are "happily" lubricating my eyes again. I really need to overcome that memory and gain back my self-confidence. Desperately need that sense of confidence for my future job hunt. I even want to avoid anything topic or qns regarding my honours. I don't even want to ackonowledge I did this project. I feel bad whenever I snapped back answer or unwillingly don't wan to talk abt my project to others. However I had to... I just need time to let it go....time.... until I feel comfortable talking abt it..