Time to gain back my confidence..

Ever since viva, whenever the demoralising memory keep repeating in my head, I feel very negative and tears are "happily" lubricating my eyes again. I really need to overcome that memory and gain back my self-confidence. Desperately need that sense of confidence for my future job hunt. I even want to avoid anything topic or qns regarding my honours. I don't even want to ackonowledge I did this project. I feel bad whenever I snapped back answer or unwillingly don't wan to talk abt my project to others. However I had to... I just need time to let it go....time.... until I feel comfortable talking abt it..