eventful 2008 till july

It's been a while ever since the last post.. feeling very down as jee jee had graduated and went back home sweet home... for one year i just hang out more frequently with coursemates and i din really find the nenek n ezie.. the distance between us is getting longer..
during summer vacation for 2007.. i just helped out aunty and then went back home for few days only that i din get a good opportunity to meet up with everyone i miss.. miss them so much that when i start my last sem in feb 2008.. i so miss home... luckily the last sem passed swiftly that i wan to yell out yeah.. finally i can go home!!!! During the sem, events like eldest male cousin got married, friends got married and pregnant. During examination period, fucking crazy woman pestering the family causing many inconvenience and trouble to the whole big family..

25th june (wed) : last paper
26th june : home sweet home sweet
27th june: stay on in jb
28th june: in taman sedili aka jason bay.. have great time with James and Sham.. enjoying the nice strong sea breeze and alcohol..
29th june: went back sg
3rd july: headed to muar..
4th july: mersing >pulau RAWa
5th july: pulau rawa
6th july: pulau rawa> batu pahat
7th july: melaka
8th july: batu pahat > home
11th july: headed to kl
12th july: went to kajang for drinking
15th july: went back sg
17th july: headed to kl, heard that i got honour offer
18th july: went back to school to collect the offer.. sadden by the fact i don have any scholarship.. bugger miser school...then went Bangsar with ezie n nenek and had a great nasi lemak meal and finally drag nenek to karaoke to sing till 4am
19th july: woke up at 8 plus by ada.. Nick had passed away on the 18th july.. thot it is a prank until i saw his photo on the newspaper...went ikea with the rawa gang, watched batman and then go drinking at kajang
20th july: meet ks for yum cha at o town in the end went karaoke
21th july: went back sch for counselling crap shit for nicky issue, meanwhile trouble over whether to take honours or not.. no more interest in research.. in the end still force myself to take it up

just within a month, i have feel that i been through the lowest pit moment of my life and the highest peak moment of my life.. There is so many things in the head that need to be settle and consider but there is not enough time for me to sit down and think it through...

and recently I been listening to this song like it is my theme song, love the lyrics... it's abt letting go..

林峰 -愛不夠
收藏在眼眸 常徘徊左右 愛猜到沒有
愉快玩笑後 能全然退後 你開心就夠
這種感覺太親厚 講一千句也不夠
假使講了你聽到後 或會走
這種戀愛太罕有 不須真正擁有
成全 衷心祝福然後 就放手
放手 放開所有 彼此更自由
放手 其實我絕非愛得不夠
放手 豁出所有 還有這個好友
已經 已經足夠

遙遠是宇宙 靜靜在背後 去看守就夠

這種感覺太親厚 講一千句也不夠
即使一剎有過衝動 挽你手
這種戀愛太罕有 不須真正擁有
成全 多捨不得仍然 是放手

放手 放開所有 彼此更自由
放手 其實我絕非愛得不夠
放手 豁出所有 還有這個好友
已經 已經足夠

放手 我的牽掛 找不到盡頭
放手 期望你幸福甚麼都有
也許 愛很深厚 然而我早看得透
放手 至可擁有